Justin's Daily (Sometimes) Journal

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

Been a long time since I rock n' rolled!!!

Been a while since I blogged!!!

The most exciting things in my life right now, NOT necessarily in order!!!:

1. Getting my focus completely and totally back on Jesus- my MOST AWESOME!!!!!!
2. My band. I don't know why, people. God has just made me to worship, and I don't care if I ever play for anyone as long as I can jam in my basement.
3. The "community". Keeps getting BETTER!!!!!!!!!!!!
4. GETTING FRICKING WORK DONE!!!!!!!! HALLELUIAH!!!!! GOODBYE, STRESSFUL DANCE VIDEOS!!!!!!!!!!!!
5. My basement. Honestly, it's a mess, and I love it. Nobody goes down there except me and I fricking absolutely LOVE that!!! I even sleep down there!!! I'm able to worship, cry out to God, crank my amp, sleep, read, and hang out there for hours and people don't even know where I am!!! Halleluiah!
6. Wine and beer. And a bi-weekly smoke on my grandpa's pipe or a cigar.
7. My roomates. They fricking ROCK and I love them more each day!!!
8. Seeing myself DECIDE to live the truth in a new way. I'm great following Jesus when I "feel" it and it's true, or when I don't feel it and it's not true, but but worst when I don't feel it at all. I like having that confirmation in my spirit that it is right. I'm a lot worse at just hanging onto a word God speaks for me and living it whether or not I feel it. In some ways I do it with flying colors- when the answer is black and white. But when I am passionate and God says "no", then I struggle the most.

Maybe the most exciting thing in my life over the last 6 months is that I'm starting to be myself- come hell or high water. I can't and won't live my life based on anything I don't know personally. Culture be damned. Assumptions be damned. You may have the best doctrine in the world, you may know exactly what I am supposed to do, but if I don't know it myself, and if God hasn't confirmed it to me, then you can shove your doctrine up your ass! :-D I want the LOVE of God, because THAT is what I know more than anything else in life!!!! "You shall know them by their fruit!"

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