Testing before the blessing.

Today I put an offer in with Joe Rico on a house. We plan on filling it with renters and living there ourselves. (By the way, I'm still straight). We bought it because we believe wholeheartedly in the value of community, and many of the girls in our group of friends are moving in with Rachel, who lives 2 blocks away. We look forward to having meals, parties, and ministry together. We also look forward to sharing our hard times, and being more real with other human beings. I already found renters for my condo, so I actually may save money in the process.

Financially, I'm a hurting unit. It's time to find a supplemental job. I'm even considering moving overseas and teaching English for a year. Would be a cool adventure, and I would be able to save some money at the same time. Work gets hard once a year or so, but God always comes through. Usually with something bigger and better. And I'm looking forward to the next stage!!!

Personally, I'm doing extremely well. I feel so close to Jesus!!! I feel like I'm seeing more of Him every day, and seeking him more every day. I'm willing to put into the time to seek him and listen to Him. And I can feel his presence as a result.

A thought- ambition is great. You are able to prove yourself and get a lot done. But nothing is as important as relationships. If you achieve all of your ambitions, but sacrifice relationships, or even love, then you really are a being to be pitied. On my deathbed I hope to say, "I loved, and was loved." Both about my God and everyone I encounter in life.

I don't care about money. I don't care about fame. I don't care about ambitious goals, when compared to the intimacy of two souls truly encountering each other. Nothing in life is more valuable than that.

I haven't eaten much today, and am a bit tired, but I am happy.

Thank You, Jesus!!!