What do you do?

What do you do when you want God so bad, but you don't hear him speak? I just keep pushing in, but it is hard sometimes, because you start to question if you are "okay" with Him, if you're "doing" enough. And eventually he either speaks out of his love and mercy for us, or you give up and just relax and realize you can't "do" anything to please God anyway.

Life is SO much easier when I just GIVE UP and realize God is WITH ME!!!!

I need food.