Coming to Terms...
Sometimes in life you have goals- especially when you are young- that after a while you start to recognize the danger and risk associated with them.
I'm slowly starting to believe that I will never climb Everest. I feel a bit angry, frustrated, and a tad bit relieved to say it.
I like pushing myself past some limit that other people will say "wow" about. I'll just be honest. I also think it would be a really cool to do, and that it would be a beautiful view.
But maybe I'm not as immortal as I once believed. I know I have strong angels surrounding me, but I would feel SOOOOO stupid dying climbing a big rock just to answer "yes" to a lie detector test question "Have you ever climbed Mt. Everest?" or amaze my friends.
Anyway, a recent frustration. I'm not 100% convinced I won't attempt it now, but the percentage points are dropping.
I'm slowly starting to believe that I will never climb Everest. I feel a bit angry, frustrated, and a tad bit relieved to say it.
I like pushing myself past some limit that other people will say "wow" about. I'll just be honest. I also think it would be a really cool to do, and that it would be a beautiful view.
But maybe I'm not as immortal as I once believed. I know I have strong angels surrounding me, but I would feel SOOOOO stupid dying climbing a big rock just to answer "yes" to a lie detector test question "Have you ever climbed Mt. Everest?" or amaze my friends.
Anyway, a recent frustration. I'm not 100% convinced I won't attempt it now, but the percentage points are dropping.

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