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Lately I've been feeling worried. I have no idea why, but just this sense of desiring more and not knowing what lies ahead. Fear of the future.
History shows me that when I feel like this I need to be strong. To realize that God's plans and future for me are far greater than I could ever imagine.
It seems like every dream or vision I have had God has asked me to give up or has not given me. I'm still not married. Brick and Amp didn't turn into an enormous ministry. I was world-class in the music industry and He asked me to lay it down.
And the prophetic words I've been getting lately go like this, "What's coming is huge", "You will not be alone", and many smaller visions and such that could be nothing, could be significant. Rod told me last week that he had been thinking about me that week and has enjoyed being my spiritual father. (Why did God give him that feeling? Sounds sort of like a past tense type of a word?) One friend talked about seeing a vision of the Serengeti when he prayed with me. Those types of things that probably mean nothing, could be bad pizza, but for some reason I'm reading into them at this point in my life. Maybe it's the the closeness of the moon to the earth and the tides? Who knows?
Why am I writing this? Well, because I want to put it down. Maybe you feel weird sometimes, too. We're all human, and if you get something out of my rambling, I'm blessed.
God, thank you for life.
History shows me that when I feel like this I need to be strong. To realize that God's plans and future for me are far greater than I could ever imagine.
It seems like every dream or vision I have had God has asked me to give up or has not given me. I'm still not married. Brick and Amp didn't turn into an enormous ministry. I was world-class in the music industry and He asked me to lay it down.
And the prophetic words I've been getting lately go like this, "What's coming is huge", "You will not be alone", and many smaller visions and such that could be nothing, could be significant. Rod told me last week that he had been thinking about me that week and has enjoyed being my spiritual father. (Why did God give him that feeling? Sounds sort of like a past tense type of a word?) One friend talked about seeing a vision of the Serengeti when he prayed with me. Those types of things that probably mean nothing, could be bad pizza, but for some reason I'm reading into them at this point in my life. Maybe it's the the closeness of the moon to the earth and the tides? Who knows?
Why am I writing this? Well, because I want to put it down. Maybe you feel weird sometimes, too. We're all human, and if you get something out of my rambling, I'm blessed.
God, thank you for life.
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